I wonder

It's just another rainey Thursday night. I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do. I'm haning around and waiting for you. I'd like to change my point of view. I feel so lonley.
I wonder how, I wonder why. I'm turning my head up and down. I miss the power. There's a heavy cloud inside my head.
I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree. I'm stepping around in the desert of joy.
I wonder..

tja!